Finding My Voice

I've lost my voice. I don't even have any thoughts in my head to express. I've suppressed them for so long that I don't even know where to find them. How do you give a voice to something that isn't there? I have always hidden behind the fact that I am shy, but I now realize that it is really because I am terrified of being rejected. I don't let people in, I don't let people know the real me. Because of this I've lost who I am. So, I've started this blog as a journey. A journey to find my voice, myself. Here goes nothin'!